How meeting my TF changed me and my world

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One of the most knowledgeable people in the Twin Flame, Mel Brand from Goldray Twin Flames once: “After you connect with you Twin Flame, your world as you knew – disappears”. This cannot be more true my experience is no different. In this post, I would like to share with you the weirdest experiences that accompanied me along my TF journey so far as well as major changes in my life (so far). To be honest, these experiences started to happen to me in the past, but I was not able to explain them using intellect, so I repressed them for many years. 

1. I discovered the whole new world of metaphysics and spirituality.

Raised as a Catholic, I have grown into atheist and skeptic seeing all the hypocrisy and manipulation of Catholic Church. I have not believed in any religion and although the idea of being born – living – dying was pretty depressing. Right now I have opened to the whole new world and I started seeing below the limitations of 3D world. My TF used to share many metaphysical stories with me, but at that time I was not able to believe in all of that. One year later – I am receiving guidance from my Higher Self, not only believe, but also know deeply, that we are way more than a physical body and mind.

2. I experienced numerous metaphysical experiences (Out-Of-Body and Near-Death experiences, visions, premonitions) 

I have had several weird (to say at least) experiences. Although I was initially contributing it to the encounter with my TF, but once looked into my live with new, free mind, I have to say that mystical experiences have always been the part of my life. Some examples: 

  • OBE (Out-Of-Body experiences)– it started in high school. Once, when I had been asked by the teacher in front of the whole class, I could literally observe myself as another person, from the outside. Another time, I have been trying meditating at the workshop for the first time in my life. In this meditative state, I have suddenly started hovering and could see myself from above.
  • Visions/premonitions – When I went for a walk, I have “seen” a white figure sitting with the legs crossed. I have not been meditating or anything, it just appeared in front of me. I have also had some “prophetic” visions, for example I had a glimpse of the new tattoo which I got within the next couple of weeks. Also,
  • NDE (Near-Death-Experiences) – I clearly remember one of the most scary night in my life, when I got this strange panic attack and I have felt like I am dying. It felt like out of this world, in another dimension. My TF was going through very similar experience at the same time.

3. I started having vivid, often telepathic dreams about other places and people.

Over the last couple months, I have started to have intense vivid dreams. I have dreamed about people and places I know, but also totally new worlds, sometimes from the future. From time to time, I am dreaming about the issue which happens in my house on another continent (for example I am dreaming about some subject after mu mum tells me she was talking about it or doing the actually activity. Another time, I have felt intense knee pain in my dream. On the next day, my dad told me he has hurt his knee on the same day)     

4. I experienced “the void”

One of the weirdest and by far my personal favorite. I will write about a separate post about that experience, but I wanted also to mention it here:  
In short, after quite intensive intoxication (considerable amount of wine) during sleep, I have been “woken up” with the words “I am now in a perfect alignment with myself”. And in that moment I have been taken to some  void and dark place. I could not see or feel anything, but I was aware of myself and my body. Nothing happened there. It was just a darkness and emptiness. I have no idea how long it lasted, but once I came back, I had no idea what actually happened. The closest definition and most possible explanation I have found so far is what others described by Hinduism and Buddism as Śūnyatā (I.e. “void” or “emptiness”). It is also described as “seeing one’s true nature”. In the end, I guess emptiness is all there is :))  

5. My empathic abilities increased (significantly)

I have noticed that I became extremely sensitive to other people’s energies, especially negative ones. I can become overwhelmed when some person has strong feelings towards me. Example, One of my relatives got angry with me and could literally feel he wants me out of the room, although he did not say anything. I have had also some empathic experiences empathically with my TF, when I could feel his intense unpleasant emotions and fear although he was thousands kilometers away. In addition, when I am nearby the large crowd, I can get very emotional, sometimes even experiencing something close to panic state. 

6. I developed “inner wisdom”

Since connecting with my TF, very often I have a deeper understanding of interpersonal connections and realization of the complete inter-connectedness in this world. I have learned to see the bigger picture and I started noticing, how the things seen by others as a problem, challenge or punishment, is actually a blessing in disguise. I have gained understanding of life in general, and people often tell me, that I am very wise and mature for my age. 

7. I became super intuitive

My gut feeling has never been stronger! In addition to weird feeling in my stomach, I often get chills on my arms, whenever there is some kind of message I should pay attention or resonates with me on a vibrational level. It is interesting that the thing which guided me towards exploring the connection with the person who I suspect to be my TF came was actually triggered by unstoppable intuitive nudge.

8. I (re)discovered by emotional and feminine side

Being intellectual all my life, I have finally started feeling the deepest emotions and connect with people intensively. People are often attracted to me and I am able to build deep connections with them . Even most shy and private people share their secrets with me. I have discovered my emotional, feminine side which introduced me to the whole new dimension. Finally, I am feeling complete, as I have filled the emptiness I have been longing for my entire life. 

9. I became a master manifestor

Do you believe in law of attraction? When I was in highschool, I have read “The secret” but did not really believed that we create our own reality wit our thoughts. Since I opened myself to inner guidance, my dreams and desires started to manifest super fast. I decided to learn more about manifesting to make sure I use the full potential of this beautiful vibrational world that we live in <3.


Overall, I believe meeting my TF was meant to make me aware that there’s more to this world than meets the eye. I won’t even mention about energetic shifts, synchronicities, numerous accidental encounters with people in the right place in time and ongoing universal support that happens to me on a daily basis. It only gets better! 

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